One of the days I feel good I get in a arguing text match with my best friend
People ask if I okay but it's not something they care about, its all pretend
Spent a lot of time thinking
Ended up drinking
Now that's my identification
Go ahead and predict my life not like were going to continue a conversation
Things go out of hand through text
Phone calls get voicemailed no **** got complex
If you say you're done then be done
This mental confusion hits harder then a gun
I'll back my loyalty up with the friendship
Not about to quit
But if I'm ghosted it wouldn't be new to me
Let alone with my personality
We've all said **** we didn't mean
Arguing of something in the past as if it was we just hit up a time machine
Now no one wants to talk or speak
Can't blame me for getting upset when I tried to work it out but it takes up time and I feel mentally weak