Randomly selected words- holding, growing, building, style, deadly

I hate it when you do that
When you keep holding on to the memories
of us
When I’m supposed to be growing
And building with someone new
Healthier, who will make me happier
Who has a style of living
That won’t force me to change everything about me
But you never let go of us
And we go round and round
In this deadly cycle
Like a glass carousel
But eventually, the glass will shatter
And you will have to let go
But I hate the idea
Of living without you
More than I hate
You not wanting to let go of us
Even though we are broken
Beyond repair
Even though our glass
Is slowly turning to dust around us
But you never let go
You just hold me
The sun will rise and we will try again
The more you love the more you suffer