**** back
You was in difficult position
I failed to release you from the prison
Sometimes i still feel like you never gained an inch
Its so insane how the one you love can put you on the bench
So far you in the stands not even on sideline
I tried to show u my true self but it felt like a sideline
Beside character of us other wise we would of been quit
So tired of the tension and the un-reasoned ***** fits
I know too well its my fault
Just wish it didn't happen
All the pain that i caused got me feeling like i'm acting out a movie
Not to mention how our setting was a power play
Worse to see it all sadly fall
But i still wish it wont fade away
Proposal this a bad time
Now i feel like my sear presence is a crime
Gotta string to our hearts if it snaps our hearts break
Every day we walk on egg shells wondering what it take
All this complicated wording makes the new us feel fake
I know its just one relationship but it feels like the worlds at steak
I know that the past is what made you hate me
I know that the last was a make or break me
Sadly i don't know what the true result is
It All falls down tell me who's the fault is
In between real life still in between a dream
Its like a movie in real life and we paint every scene
So much drama so much pressure
Barely try to come together
Thru the storm and all whatever
If i jumped off the boat back then would it be clever
Cuz i never would of meet you followed on the pain
All the problems from my past that just mar on my name
Its so insecure please don't make a minister
I know my sins so sinister
I listen to the listeners
No listen sir
I see now that i had to live even if just to make this
Because without here i wouldn't be here writing slick
All the talents and the dreams would be deep in obeys
And the glory that's foreseen would of been dismissed
These just the ordinary facts
That aren't so ordinary fact
Adjust the way i make attack
So don't hurt her thru my acts