my father's grandfather when approached by two nazis in his workplace who held out an armband for him emblazoned with the devil's calligraphy held his middle fingers stiff in their dagger eyes and bared his teeth as they dragged him to prison
his son as a little schoolboy when asked by his teacher to tattle and give her the name of the boy who threw a rock and broke the window spat in her face and not even his lips regretted his loyalty when he marched out expelled
as a young man when told a lie by his own 12-year-old son pulled the gun off the wall and shot at him screaming through tears as if reading some divine executive order: "If I brought a coward and a liar into this world then it is my responsibility to take him out" words that my father now echoes not with terror but with pride
as he tells his daughter the story of her iron blood "It is blacksmith's blood" he says "We are hard work and humility and integrity and we live and die for the truth" not just truth when it is monstrous and burning but when it is embers and smoke
because battles are not chosen and they are always deathmatches because in the minds of ironclad angels with faith glowing like hot coals and hearts like anvils there is no difference and a mortal life forged in justice is nothing but a vessel and a sacrifice