It was random
I can't stand em
They're inside my head
I don't panic
I'm interplanetary
Soon we'll all be dead

I was walking on the sea and I'm swimming in the street and I'm simultaneously fraught with nothing
I am yearning for this thing that is deep inside of me but I'm philosophically codependent

I am not ok
Everything's alright
I am not ok
I been dreamin'
I got dreams and I'm slow as I am proud
Temptation lady
You persuade me; your thoughts are all too loud

I am not ok
Everything's alright

I have managed
To abandon
The reasons I move on
There's a bandage
For all the damaging
parts I've found so far

I seen her walking by; didn't look her in the eyes and I knew it was a lie but I was looking at her thighs

She said I like your smile and I really like your style and I've known you for a while let's just do it on the tile

I said I don't even know where I am at
She said don't worry I'm never coming back
I said I don't think you really understand
She said don't worry I'm not here to hold your hand
And then she showed me that we are only ruling our mistakes
She pulled me closely, whispered slowly "bend it if it breaks"

I am not ok
Everything's alright
I am not ok