“Pain”

This pain I feel
Should not be real

The things i've seen
Made me terribly mean

Till all I felt
Was my need for help

As I call out in fear
No answer I hear

So I curl up in pain
And hide all the shame

Of being so wrong
For so very long

When ide realized my faults
I put together my thoughts

But now i'm afraid
And with tears i have paid

For again I am falling
And no one answers my calling