I am coming to the realization that
there is nothing here
and there was nothing there
and even if you say there was
I will say you're wrong
because it makes me hurt less
to think that there was nothing for me to lose
instead of accepting the fact that i lost it all
if i believe that then
the next time you tell me
I'm your one constant girl
you put my advice in the highest regard
you trust me the most
you love me
maybe
if  I believe nothing's there
the pang in my heart will disappear