I felt the debris cling to my shoe I felt a stranger hold me I fell for a trick as my lover held me in a glance As I ran from the country house I felt the touch of fire on my eyes I felt the wetcloth on my forehead I fell for the banality of a nurse As I ran from the hospice I don't want this war To take me alive "We'll see to that for a moment" My gunnery sergeant said as he handed me a rifle As I clasped the trigger I shot at the sky I thought,"This bird has flown." The skies were bare