What is your excuse, the main stated reason causing you to lose? You know what you have to gain, what you want to do with your time.
Why don't you do it?
With only today at hand, only one ship manned, only 24 hours to grind and no take-backs when you fall behind, you know it's up to you to pull yourself through.
Why don't you do it?
Are you sad? Are you under pressure? Are you afraid of being bad, scared of thunder and aggression? Do you despise succesful others, have no respect for proud mothers? What's holding you back from where you need to be?
Why don't you do it?
It's too complicated, rough, I was never hard or tough. It's not amusing in the present, I resent working like a peasant.
That is softcore cocky, didn't you ever see the movie rocky, with the guy running up the stairs? Even if there's no one else in your life who cares, there's you and a lot of things to do.
Why don't you do it?
Is it habits? Make some new. Is it sleep? Plan your cycle. Is it the past? Let it be a drive. Is it the future, are you insecure? Then make it certain, strive to make your own **** cure.
And whenever you are feeling you might crack, locate the reason, what's holding you back. If there's nothing valid in what you find, it's time to stop acting like you're blind.