if i don't feel something anything
really ******* soon
i am going
to *******
*******
explode.

quick. light it. breathe. exhale.
feels better. just
keep breathing in
the medicines.
just keep
numbing
your mind.

forget about the past
and forget
about the future
just think about the task at hand.

stashed away in the bottom drawer is the
stash
take it out. open the door. pack. light.
b r e a t h e
~~~~~~ ~
e x h a l e

there. now you can escape.