My girl is leaving tomorrow. I got a running stomach so bad. I can't even try stopping it.. Only disaster and disappointment awaits me.
I am afraid and hurt by this event. I am not afraid of the fact she is leaving me behind. I am scared that she will meet someone that will make her and sad.
While she was with me only tears shared where of happy moments. Not only agony and sorrow will follow her. She will start to miss my laughter and affection I showed her. It will be too late cause she is already committed now.
I am thankful I spent a short time with her. I could see her glow in the night time. I had to hold her hands walking in the streets. I lied in her chest listening to her heart beat and dreams. Now that I am alone and gazing in the stars.
I hope she finds infinite joy and love. That she never loses herself and regret letting me lose. Cause it was meant to be. I loved her companionship and laughter. But most of all I loved her character as a person. Now that the slow moving train has swept her away. I wish she gets showed by love strong as an ocean breeze 🌹🌹🌹