i just want to run really far away
and be able to escape everything
that is holding me back and stopping me from finally
getting a little bit better

i want to run so far
but first i would like to just
stop

i would visit that old american style diner
sit on the plump worn leather
crimson red
and just replay all of the sickening things
you
said to me whilst we sat here and ate
like nothing was wrong at all