Ocean tides ebb as my moon drifts away
The sun stops shining before dawn when thunderclouds roll on like all dogs going to heaven even the stray
I'm trapped and caged like cell in hell by nightfall, I'm Goku riding the nimbus by day
I don't get paid for the hell that raised my downfall, and I'm not a superhero but I'm shooting sky high in the heavens no royal pain
I'm stuck in purgatory trying to get seven minutes in heaven
Like no weapon formed against me shall prosper then the devil steps in
My biggest fear is to see myself having dreams where I'm not peacefully restin'
But I'm destined, to keep myself from going six feet under so I plunder happiness without a question
When I close my eyes I see red seas on the left and white seas on the right
I see two planes but I don't know if I'm getting on the one that crashes or takes flight
It's like I'm awake but the bed bugs still bite while its shining bright in the daylight
I get enticed by my most recent worldly desires, but I'm trying to extinguish the fire before it ignites
You ever built a wooden building with no foundation but it managed to compete with concrete?
You ever been so down to earth you flew higher than you own creed?
It's like when I live backwards I only see evil, and when I look at how I lived back then I see the devil
So I rebel and rebuke for a revelation so I can stem up from the ground like I'm budding to see a petal
This battle turned me into Malcolm now that I'm stuck in the middle of defeat and victory
I see the Godly aspects physically and spiritually while the devil's mental attacks are nothing short of trickery
So where was I meant to be? Feeling the scorching heat or under his wing working in the industry
But I'm not feeling this chemistry, so is this the end of me? Am I another zombie following a false Deuteronomy
My mind became so apocalyptic just thinking about a picture so vivid
And my insidious beliefs might cause me to croak when I ribbit
One moment I'm ascending to heaven but a dark aura creeps up and sends me descending
I always heard the wide path was trending but why is this treacherous nightmare so never ending
With a body as skinny as mine you'd think I drove on a narrow path
But when you're not steering even your wheel won't align when you feel the wrath