A deep and sprawling swell Crept its fingers deep and well Around my stomach as it fell, And rose. Each breath a tell, She's alive. She is well.
Despite a heart that ceased to beat, Molded to tawny and rusted to effete, That despite all attention and treat Leaked a pussing and steady gleat That could not help but secrete.
Though I wrapped wrapped my wounds with my hair Where once hands grasped my neck, wet and bare, Cocooning deep in skin without care while I, unaware, Opened lips and gasped in ecstasy. Or despair
As he shut my mouth, shut my eyes. Made me convert, communed and baptized. In making me what he wants, made me what he despised. Leaves me, but one kiss and leaves, and my heart dies.
****** from the start for what I not knew, Now I'm ****** for what I do. A knowledge i never sought to accrue, Wasted. Through. ****** by me for being ****** by you.