I wish I was prettier than lies I wish I had a grounding body I want to be flightless I'm stuck with air and bone A head in the clouds I wish you looked up more I wish you'd bake in the burning rays that make me What if you didn't avoid the sun What if our bodies rested at the same time And eloped together in the sunlight What if there were trees and falling petals But no shade to be found What if you knocked me to the ground I want to make your jaw drop Your blood boil, your skin crawl I want to make you feel alert and alive I want to take it by stride But I tip toe before I dive The pads of my feet are wet with wonder I leave footprints of jealousy I reek of chlorine tears The mop never dries It just sits and waits in the closet It's dark in here and I'm craving my sunshine But you'd rather stay cool