It's a sunday evening and I can't go out because of lockdown. So, I just decided to enjoy quarantine, and make some coffee for me. Just because I don't wanna feel like I'm alone, and to avoid all the thoughts in my head. I played my favourite song "anxiety" by Julia Michaels, because I can totally relate to all the lines in it.
The coffee is already ready. And now, I'm just gonna sit in my balcony hearing to my favourite old world sparrow chirping. Thinking about all the things, I should be doing, instead of crying because of social distancing. And guess what ? I can't stop thinking.
I could have been enjoying in LA right now ! Yeah, I've been trying to avoid this thought from the morning. LA has been a dream forever. And when I finally got a chance, covid-19 ruined everything.
They say I'm an attention-seeker and always crave for playfulness and excitement. I express leadership and I don't like feeling. I don't even if all of this true, just because my zodiac sign is leo. Or maybe it is, but my eyes just fail to see.