Can't really write about anything these days. I'm wondering what's messing with my head. No thoughts, no expressions, just numb to every emotion. Dressing good to feel good, but I'm sick of being in my own body, or maybe this is just another stupid thought, which isn't planning to go away. I hate feeling this way, I wanna let it all out and, writing is the only way. But I can't find the proper words to define, what do I even say ? I'm just waking up with, "it's just another day". No excitement and no hope, and nothing is fun. Why do I even feel this way these days ?