Sitting on the couch,
wondering what's wrong with my mind.
And I don't see any signs,
of me being absolutely fine.
But that's what I say when I'm asked if everything's alright.

Something is troubling me.
and it's doing and to em.
Something's eating me up from inside,
I don't understand why I've been so distant lately.
I'm very sorry for ** everything up every time.

I'm just dying a little everyday,
but what about living ? We only live once, right ?
but I can't even cheer myself up anymore,
I'm honestly so done with the life that I've right now.

I live with this regret, with every breathe,
it's like, I'm falling in this hole.
I've saved everyone from it but today,
Ii can't help myself.
I lose a part of myself,
and can't even find it again.

Yes this is how I've been feeling from past few years,
so you better don't ask me how my day went.
Because I'm never in a mood to rant,
Ii'm gonna act all fine in you presence.
But I can't deny the fact that,
I'll cry about everything when no one's around.