What's the point of healing ? If I'm going to stay around toxic people and pretend like I'm doing fine ? If I'm gonna stay at this place which breaks me ?
How am I gonna feel revealed with so much on my mind. How do I feel like everything's going to be fine in my life ? When all I do is cry at nights.
What's the point of all this ? What's the meaning of living ? Why am I even alive ?
They appreciate my smile but never see the pain in my eyes. I just hate the fact that, I'm just surrounded by the people with no hopes and dreams. Just with the people, I don't even like.