I feel this hole in my stomach
It like I’m not hungry
I feel gross
The food is on the table
I feel like I should eat it
But I’m not hungry
If I eat ...
I start felling like
I can’t breath
I want to eat
But I’m not hungry
I try some snacks
But I play with it instead
When I can’t breath
I panicked
And It gets harder and harder to breath
I run to the bathroom
I start losing weight
5 pounds a week
I couldn’t tell
Because all my life I was fat
No one like the fat girl
I still feel this hole in my stomach
I don’t know what it is
I’m not hungry

RLC