Again Why do I let this happen? I should have kicked him out for good. Now he’s back and I can’t stop crying every time he texts another girl. Knowing he will leave me when they are free. I don’t want to be a loser waiting for him to love me. He’s the only that ever cared and I don’t want that to go away. I can’t keep doing this to my self I know he is bad for me but I want him! When will this pain go away? When Will I stop letting him come back?