i can't help but look at you. you're so focused on your video game, but every detail of your face stands out to me. it feels like every little thing you do makes it harder for me to hold back my emotions. i'm falling for you. not in the romantic cliche way that they write about in novels or movies. i'm terrified. you're so easy to talk to it's like we've known each other our whole lives. my only thought through it all is: what if you leave? when will you finally decide this is one-sided, and you give up? i'm sorry i don't show you how i feel. i want you to know, though. i want you to want me as much as i want you, and i hope you do.