Holding my breath, cause I'm drowning alive,
You can't see my pain, look into my eyes,
So much madness inside my mind,
Just want to give up trying to survive,
Monsters living inside my head,
Voices wanting me dead, that's what they said,
cant control when they come or go,
Nobody knows the pain, i know,
Living with schizophrenia is no joke,
Its a daydream inside a nightmare fo sho,
Always wanting me to do more,
Counting down hours till i get to snore,
Thats the only time they leave my brains door,
Inside this nightmare i will stay,
Hoping the voices will go away,
They get mad, if i say no i don't want to play,
And get madder when i say, what they say,
Repeating them is my ******* game,
to try and keep these ******* at bay,
Yeah thats my crazy game i like to play,
Arguments with them are so **** strange,
Cause its like talking to myself, it's so deranged.