VOICE IN MY HEAD

You tell me to do what you say, and your leave,
But i know that's true, you do nothing but deceive,
You tell me lie after lie and i always believe,
Your nothing but a negative voice that i cannot see,
With impulsive behavior that you store within me,
Your deceptive ways make me so crazy,
Your destructive ways make my mind want to scream,
Just want control of what i think and say, and see,
Why must you always be so **** mean,
Telling me to do things like a crime scene,
Cant stop myself from ******* cutting,
The medicine has even stoped working,
Leave me alone now , go away please,
Im begging for mercy down on my knees,
God get me through this, help me see,
That i have nothing to fear, cause of whats inside me.

-Melissa Macias