He's always there on the top of my mind
The only one there for me all the time
Has been there to help me when I need a sign

To think he's here to help is something not true
He actually makes me feel on a good day rather blue
I didn't realize that my anxiety has grew

No matter what I do, he's on my mind
Spending so much of my day thinking about various outcomes is such a waste of time
For days, months, and years I have been looking for a sign

Is he wrong or is he true
My favorite color is yellow but he makes me think it's blue
It's about time that I put him away forever and myself grew