Beaten and broken down,
abandoned
by the only one I believed to care,
the only one who knew me
didn't feel so alone in this city
Our closeness lasted a year to the day
we met and lost it all the weekend of our birthday
The things I won’t tell you now
secrets deep inside
I’m always trying to hide.
Truth be told,
we’ll never be the same
cause my heart still hurts
and you don't know what it is to feel true pain.
I read that the tortured stay tortured
Someone like me
The person you no longer see.
It’s not over
just never the way we used to be
Until we turned twenty.