please God help me..
I don't know who I am anymore...
I've made so many horrible mistakes. I don't even want to hear of you anymore...
God I don't deserve your grace your mercy or your love... Not today.. Don't waste it on me... Not for me...
I'm so **** lost!!
Stuck in a deep hole... Taking my last breath.. Singing my last song.. The one that won't last.. The one that dies off..
PLEASE nobody help me.. I'm fine here in this place. Don't try to save me...
I just wish I was dead..
These stupid happy songs... Don't mean anything to me anymore!!
This place I'm in... these mistakes that someday, ready or not all have to face..
He hates me
She hates me
You hate me...
You got your wis...
..cause now,
I hate me to....
I wish I was someone else.
I wish I wasn't me.
I wish I could be little misses perfect...
The one you've always wanted me to be...
That one I can't ever BE for you!!
The one I always try to be but fail at every try..
I hate this this
And I hate me...
The places I used to go to, to be free... I can't go to now cause they all hate me..
I've burnt every part of me
Realizing that every person I've ever wanted to be, isn't me!
That's it's just me.
And I can't take that.
Please I'm okay here...
Don't try t help me
Don't try to save me.
I'll find my way some day..