You've never been in love, but you've made love to seven guys and I guess that's because there's a part of you that hopes that the two are one in the same, but they're not.
And you don't feel loved either, and that's probably because you've never been shown what proper love looks like. All you know love to be is that fleeting feeling you get when you make love to someone, but I assure you it's not the same.
I wish you could experience what love really is, and that you could stop adding names to the list of those you've "loved" because all you're doing is hurting yourself. But most of all, I wish you could see that you deserve to be loved and that one day someone will love you for you.