How do you tell the people who love you the most that you don’t want to be here anymore How do you say, I promise it’s not you or your fault, there is just so much pain. How do you look them in the eyes and apologize for not being strong enough, for not being able to make it to your own wedding or your college graduation. How do you tell them you never planned on making it to them in the first place. All I can offer them is an I’m sorry, I love you. Thank you for loving me more than I could myself