there were times that I actually had hope,
that was months ago
there was times when I was happy,
that was years ago
there was a time that I had REAL friends,
that was a while ago

but hope, where did you go?

I started off this year with hope, refilled hope,
and day by day, i lost it piece by piece
it was like you were slowly fading away
but really, where did you go?

I had promised myself that it would get better,
and soon enough, i lost you, hope
through every teardrop every bad day,
i was loosing you
and then, i realized it would never get better

where did you go?

when everyone left me, you did too
when i lost you, i lost myself too
i was never happy, never laughing or smiling
because of you, my life is pointless

seriously, where did you go?