did you ever wonder if everything about your life is a lie?
that everyone you would lie to you when they say,
"i'll never leave you" or " best friends forever"
did you ever think they would leave you behind?

after that, when your just talking to some random passer by,
they say the ever oppressant lies,
" it gets better" or "just stay strong"
those are lies too

and then there are point where your heart and brain lie
saying that maybe, things will turn around
guess what? your own body LIES
all of that, is a bunch of ****

all that ****, its my life
the people i love backstabbing each other
my parents protecting me from the other
they say that the other one is a monster
people leaving and never coming back
having no one to understand

i'm just living in a dark pit of shame and terror,
living in constant fear
and somehow, hearing all that **** people say when saying,
" it gets better"

just makes me know its all a LIE

cause it NEVER gets better,
not in my life time