I am not my own worst enemy As we work in dithering silence To destroy the hope we crafted as a Centerpiece. Like the toddler, we are never growing up. Tearing apart sandstone towers so the rain can't take the credit. We may be, the doddering fool, Never owning up to the stains made by blood wept for the sake of our own We take in the decay of the aether Searching and starving to become Bigger monsters than we are. We love the effortlessness it takes to isolate A quartet of half formed thoughts Have the power of a bullet. We hate the helplessness of it all Acting alone to prevent disaster while Massless masters mask what matters As if we really know. All I know is I want what I can't have. We make that possible.