I feel its difficult to find someone
I'm different
I see light and wonder where it comes from
I never have thoughts of everyone else
I only think and see for myself
I want to be happy and my bright mind filled
The contagious joy within me to be spilled
My body to feel rushed with excitement
Yet no one has given me the enlightenment
I haven't found the one who triggers my mind
The one where I feel combined
The one who shows me love in a unique way
The one who sees the in between
grey.