I ask myself over and over again Am I good enough? There are times where I don't think that I'm good enough to be with you Lately all I've done is making things harder and more tough Sometimes I look at myself as a failure in life How can you be a good person when all you do is cause pain, hurt, and misery to those who you encounter? Throughout life we fail to realize what our decisions Impact others more than impacts you To have the ability to step outside yourself and take a look at yourself Tends to not be a good trait It allows you to see yourself for who you really are And seeing who you can make you start to see the bad and the ugly Changing into someone you don't reorganized anymore from who you were When I step outside myself I don't enjoy the view I'm seeing I see a monster inside a young man ready to die Apart of the side that lies withing is someone who I that isn't who I truly am How can a person love themselves when all they see nothing but the pain that person created and caused? Can a good person become a bad person by the choices and consequences that they encounter in their life? Questions without answers is where I'm stuck in life Failure is a state of mind, if a mind is stuck in a state they can't find
I wrote this poem when i failed to be the person I promised myself, as well as o the woman who i loved. For that I apologize!