They say it's hope that gets us through, it's hope that keeps the heart beating and dreams dreaming. But what they forgot to tell us is that hope also sets us up for disappointment, anger, failure, pain, relapse. It plays a sly little game, dealing a hand of wild cards and wearing a poker face of a thousand different personalities. Call, pass, or fold? The outcome is uncertain, yes, but with only a few penny chips left, it's best to fold. Because it doesn't make sense to have hope when hope doesn't even have you.