Dad I'm sorry for lying Especially when I tried dying Got hooked and I lied when i said i was sober Wanted the past to be over The goals i set Now living woth regret Wished you didn't have to see me in the hospital with a suicide attempt Then after all of that I played being okay I played it safe Manipulating the system judt to get hooked Then to avoid a trace I became an alcoholic Sorry pops I got so neurotic It ***** losing Especially when it was the one Look at the aftermath I've done I swear I'll be okay Just need to have a detox day I swear ma I'll do better I'm a write G-ma a letter