I walk around with a mask on to where now I never take it off because it feels so natural to wear it now.
I run and hide but my monsters always find it seems like it will always be there listing for my racing heartbeat, but then I fall into the ocean of my depression.
I feel my head go under the water as my fears and self-doubt feels my lungs to where I feel like  I'm drowning.
I try to scream but all that comes out are whispers filled with fear.
I go deeper down to the bottom of the ocean seeing all the light leaving me as if it never existed in the first place.
I feel alone and feel like no one will never hear my screams for help, or the meaning form my"fine", or see the pain behind my fake smile.
But then I'm alone anymore my monsters have finally found me and will me company for now.