Work, sleeping stress All the motives to keep me away from being depressed But why does it happen regularly Why won't it leave me Why all the sudden with high anxiety When will things get better for me "The higher i get, the lower I sink" Well time to try and avoid another drink I literally got two jobs to keep busy But I'm laid off one job and now new chills are hitting me I am in process of keeping up maintenance on vehicles and also trying to save up for my own place A place to call home A place of mental safety Because it'd be mine Just so much time