i want to crush my skull
to stop the nothingness                  
to feel something
even if its pain              
i need it
i need something  
to take my thoughts      
off nothingness                                
the pressure crushes
what's doing this?                  
make it stop
   give me something
pain killers if you will                    
just help

i need          

something                  

anything  

whatever  

just                    

help          

me

stop                

it

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