You're trying to be anything but what you see in the mirror everyone says you're full of this potential you can't see, as if there's something more to you some hidden side subdued glimmer of hope.
It's been 16, 17, 18 years and you still can't see through the eyes of those around you. Everyday you peer into the mirror and only see you, never changing, nothing special lackluster in comparison to what they all see.
One day something will happen and you'll see or one day someone will come and help show you, That you are perfect, you are loved, and you are full of potential.