The truth is I’m dishonest. I’m scared to love too deep, what if you can’t reach my depth of love ? If you find out everything about me would you still love me ? Truth is I get jealous easily, I have a hot temper, I don’t listen, I’m mean, I’m cruel and I’m such a ***** . Truth is I don’t know what good rekindles in me is left , that I’ll be able to share with you , how I wish I had so much good to share with you. Truth is I’m insecure, I lie , I’m sensitive , I’m selfish and my superwoman mask is falling off everyday. Truth is I have an ego I can’t keep up with , im not even sure I want to be her anymore. Truth is it’s exhausting being ****** especially if you can’t share it with someone who appreciate it and values it. Truth is I’m lost , and I keep getting myself in vague  relationships to  make myself feel better, so i I don’t end up being alone. Truth is I love Men attention, I crave it , I ***** for it and I harbor it . Truth is I need someone who matches my understanding and my spirituality. Truth is I want to be alone, but will anyone understand that?Truth is I met someone else.