I loved you.
Who am I kidding;
I still love you.

Oh, how much I love you.
So much--
that although I'm the reason;
The reason we're now apart,
I save all of these things I'd wish to share with you.

I look through the variety of photos I have of you.
Your many faces--
the smiles, laughs, and goofy ones too.
All of which makes me miss you.

I hope you understand that my love is pure and true;
Even when I'm angry and rude.

You wouldn't understand if I explained what causes these things.
In this case you are not the one to blame.

We've been through so much and we both seem to have gone insane.
We love each other so much and can no longer endure the pain.

One minute it's bright and the next is pitch black.

It's like we're afraid of the dark and not knowing the unseen, that makes us come back to the very same thing.

At this time we're quarantined.
Not just you and I, but nation wide.
I've been taking this time to self-reflect and analyze.

Some of the things I've done brought chaos to paradise.
And others, you've done that have brought me heartache which left me paralyzed.

Maybe, when all of this comes to an end;
Maybe, we'll both realize--
only the strong survive.