You're doing it again

Am i invisible?
do i make you sick?
why do you ignore me
after all i do is for you.

I know i don't have the best
attitude,
but i try my hardest
and each time
I struggle.

struggle for a glance,
maybe a thank you
or a* hello.

why is it
i do so much for others
and gain less than an ant.

try and try again
i *fail.

fail at opening my mouth
fail at feelings.

what can i succeed at
other than failure?