I had the intention of writing, but there is this immense void where my emotions should be. It is a curious thing..how such an extravagant lack of feeling can suddenly become such a feeling that it is as if you are drowning in a sea of nothingness. I am stationary in an abyss that is filling my lungs with a heaviness I havent yet known. Something has to change before I am consumed by this numbness. Something has to change before I lose my ******* mind.