If I wanted it, it could have been perfect. Not romantic, but fun and casual. Just a casual hook-up, no strings attached. I'd leave in the morning with a spring in my step, and a smile on my face. Or you'd wake me up with coffee, or hold me close. And I'd feel warm, and safe.
But I didn't want it. I didn't want your hand burning my skin, nor your face pressed near mine. I didn't want to see you or feel you or know you. Why didn't I speak up? Tell you no?