One night, I was washing my car, Just getting rid of the pollen And self-pity I had suppressed For 3 weeks of quarantine
I'd just picked up the hose, Just to wash off the dirt, the impurities When my dog gave a quiet warning
I paused, holding a running hose She didn't often give these Except to me
Only to me When she couldn't reach me And she was worried for me
So of course I glanced at her And she looked, exasperated At best.
Like she couldn't believe She'd ever considered the possibility That I could be out in the dark by myself
But when I turned, I couldn't see anything. It was too dark.
But, She could and she barked
So, I turned again and spotted A hint of light in our neighbours doorway Just across the street
Somehow I felt eyes on me And I let my light go out Not without noticing that she was just as
Exasperated as before Like a mother that couldn't believe Her kid just tried to lick the wall, again
I casually turned off the water in the dark And started up the stairs when she barked The hair stood up on my arms.
It wasn't playful, it wasn't nice. It was a warning, either to me or others, I didn't know But she was about to jump the fence And I knew her instincts well enough that it wouldn't be good.
But then my partner opened the back door Checking on me as I stepped onto the back porch And she herded me indoors, Granting a few glances across the street.
Somehow, I didn't find myself wallowing In self-pity anymore. I genuinely forgot a whole 3 weeks of it.
Instead I focused on the fact that my own dog Had not only alerted me But that shed somehow alerted my partner While shuffling me inside with a chiding look.