Sometimes I wonder why I tend to almost always **** the muse in my head that gets me writing. I've facing the sun, I've been facing the moon, I've been facing myself, and I tend to almost always avoid fear. Fear is one of the strongest emotions I feel, and when I feel it it's real.. And by that I realize that I don't want to write because I know want to know the truth behind all the fear I hold in. So here goes nothing.