I think I’ve had enough
Me and my anxiety need to have a
Face to face conversation
Where i look her in her eyes
And ask
Why
Do we keep attracting the same
Beings that trigger us
Those same looks that cause heart palpitations
Out of our chest
Until we hyperventilate
Leading to suffocation
That somehow convinces us that this is love
Again
He’s the one
Or is he the one
I’ve run out of fallacies to believe in
My anxiety and I need to converse
Because our relationship has turned into a *******
Where i fight but she allows the same
Corpses lingering in fertile flesh
Jumping from bones to bones
A lingering spirit with different smiles but the same song and dance
And she knows that we love a party
That will lead right back to my self destruction