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Mar 2020
I've been hurt. I've got no idea what I'm worth. Got hooked on a few addictions, been a tough road and still hardly any check ins. I'm complicated, been through tough love because I was never a part of it.
Call me names, tease me, hurt me
I guarantee you I'm already hurting
Life is a mistake
But parents don't abort unless they are on a level to be ready to cooperate
Heart ache, love break I'm doing great
I was a surprise
No i wasn't I was a regret
Maybe thats why everyone up and left
Nobody kept they're word on me
Now I'm lonely in agony
Fell off the road
Ready to suffer and choke
Scars on my body
I swear I'm not doing anything naughty
I'm just manipulating myself
Losing health
Give me something that's not putting me throught the ringer
I refuse to open up to a stranger
I swear I'm not putting myself in danger
Irratate, deteriorate, contemplate, about to relate, no one can cooperate, heart ache, about to break, look at me kids I'm fake. Lost a chance i had to take.
Let me say something
I was to bad to be too good. Then I'm above it all beiing high and mighty
Now I've got more to suffer and more anxiety........
Nellie 55
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Nellie 55  28/M/Minnesota
(28/M/Minnesota)   
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