I've been hurt. I've got no idea what I'm worth. Got hooked on a few addictions, been a tough road and still hardly any check ins. I'm complicated, been through tough love because I was never a part of it. Call me names, tease me, hurt me I guarantee you I'm already hurting Life is a mistake But parents don't abort unless they are on a level to be ready to cooperate Heart ache, love break I'm doing great I was a surprise No i wasn't I was a regret Maybe thats why everyone up and left Nobody kept they're word on me Now I'm lonely in agony Fell off the road Ready to suffer and choke Scars on my body I swear I'm not doing anything naughty I'm just manipulating myself Losing health Give me something that's not putting me throught the ringer I refuse to open up to a stranger I swear I'm not putting myself in danger Irratate, deteriorate, contemplate, about to relate, no one can cooperate, heart ache, about to break, look at me kids I'm fake. Lost a chance i had to take. Let me say something I was to bad to be too good. Then I'm above it all beiing high and mighty Now I've got more to suffer and more anxiety........