Late at night when I talk to you, I can feel my fingers quietly tapping my keyboard, and every letter is filled with expectations; every word is a part of me, moments of loving you spill onto my screen and you won't see anything but a casual 'good night' or a question about your day, you won't notice the careful punctuation or how every letter was typed with consideration and love and crushed dreams. The beauty of the modern world is that I can love you without you ever knowing that your words silently break my heart.